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Sunday, April 25, 2010

A Couple of Lost Boys (1-written Aug. 2009, 2-written 4-19-10)

I. Lost Boys

I wander through the park,

trying to find myself amongst

my rose garden companions,

and why wouldn’t I?

Delicate petals invite me in,

to touch,

to feel,

to experience something else

that is just as fragile and breakable

as a palette of human emotions

I search for myself amongst

this smorgasbord of beauty

blessed to breathe their breezes

As hard as I look,

squinting my eyes to focus,

digging deeper and deeper into the dirt,

I am not here to be found,

I don’t think I want to be found

I will just search for Peter Pan

in visits to follow,

a little girl to my right claims

to have spotted him in the forest

behind my bench,

swears she saw him, dad

Is that not the wish we all bestow

upon the second start to the left?

To be taken away to a place

where growing up is forbidden?


II.


The little girl has grown

into adolescence, giving up

on the promise of a Never, Never Land

Bells from Santa’s sash have lost

their ring of seasonal song,

the only rustle of tree branches

stem from spring susurrous breezes

now that her Pan surrendered to Hook,

was that not too long ago?

No one will ever know,

the devices detecting time’s tally

were destroyed by Shmee

My sweet girl,

you were so sure you saw every young hearts’

desire, but you’ve forgotten the most

important part regarding your end of the deal,

you were told to hold on to your baby teeth

Did you lose them when you lost your marbles?

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